It's been a long time

I know that it has been quite some time since last I posted. Some of it had to do with the fact that I did not really have much to say, and I just have not felt like writing anything. What I have learned is that in this business, nothing is ever enough, and you are only as good as the day you are on. When you make mission, its good for a few hours. If you fail to make mission, well that lasts for months. It is just simply too much for me to try and comprehend.

I know that sooner or later I will look back and be proud of what I have done thusfar. But for now, I can only wish that my life had gone in a different direction.